Long Distance Friendships…
March 19, 2009
…why do I have them?
It’s already so hard for me to make and keep friends in person due to the fact that I’m not the easiest person to stomach, and yet I continue to make friendships that rely on communication through the internet where it is a tad too impersonal. Granted, all these friendships I have started off with me meeting them in person… but since they do live in the States, the rest of our contact is done through chatting on the web.
Two of thses “friendships” have already fallen apart… now, the other 2 are very important to me, however it’s just been difficult lately. There’s nothing much to say anymore, and with our schedules being so busy, chatting doesn’t happen very often… and there’s nothing to be done about it. And on the off chance that we do chat… doesn’t seem like much is being said anymore. It’s starting to feel like I’m expecting too much… it might just be a matter of time before I drive these 2 people, whom I love dearly, away from me… I seem to have a knack for it, as history dictates.
So what am I to do…?
Later days…
